Hi I'm new, and miserably angry.

[aperfect_parabol]

So I joined this site for the same reason you all did. I choose not to call up my friends and tell them about it because well, people don't care. They only look out for number 1. So why am I always shaking in anger? Because nothing ever goes my way. Not in the spoiled brat "I don't get what I want" kind of way. The good person, kind of I work at things and still get fucked kind of way. I've done so much to find more work, and I get nothing. I'm trying to get in shape, but I have hypoglycemia AND metabolic syndrome, so no matter what it's an uphill battle. My parents never listen to me. I'm always wrong, no matter what. I'm just a piece of shit who knows nothing, even though I've completed four years of college and have never been in any legal trouble. I live in New York, so as you know-everyone is an asshole. I hate people with a passion. So now, I'm trapped in my room, no gas in my car, no money in my pocket. Watching life pass me by. I want to die. I want to kill something. I feel like Joe Bonham from Johnny Get Your Gun.

So where do we go from here?

[Agent Provocateur]

So I joined this site for the same reason you all did. I choose not to call up my friends and tell them about it because well, people don't care. They only look out for number 1. So why am I always shaking in anger? Because nothing ever goes my way. Not in the spoiled brat "I don't get what I want" kind of way. The good person, kind of I work at things and still get fucked kind of way. I've done so much to find more work, and I get nothing. I'm trying to get in shape, but I have hypoglycemia AND metabolic syndrome, so no matter what it's an uphill battle. My parents never listen to me. I'm always wrong, no matter what. I'm just a piece of shit who knows nothing, even though I've completed four years of college and have never been in any legal trouble. I live in New York, so as you know-everyone is an asshole. I hate people with a passion. So now, I'm trapped in my room, no gas in my car, no money in my pocket. Watching life pass me by. I want to die. I want to kill something. I feel like Joe Bonham from Johnny Get Your Gun.

So where do we go from here?

I'd recommend suicide

[aperfect_parabol]

And to you as well.

[Raze]

And to you as well.

If you both commit suicide, whoīs going to learn from the experience?

[Archer]

So where do we go from here?

Masturbation.

[Raze]

Masturbation.

Itīs better to make a better stand for himself, I would say. To the OP I say this: donīt always rely on others or their praise. Itīs nice if others appreciate you, but in the end, how highly you think of yourself is key. If you believe in yourself and persevere, you can do just about anything.

[Archer]

Itīs better to make a better stand for himself, I would say. To the OP I say this: donīt always rely on others or their praise. Itīs nice if others appreciate you, but in the end, how highly you think of yourself is key. If you believe in yourself and persevere, you can do just about anything.

Don't you like masturbation, Pau?

[True Blue]

I'm trying to get in shape, but I have hypoglycemia AND metabolic syndrome, so no matter what it's an uphill battle.
So where do we go from here?

So how much do you weigh?

i'm assuming >280.

nothing wrong with an uphill battle. you live in new york get an apartment on the sixth floor with no lift.

remember its not what happens to you but what you do about it.

[Raze]

So how much do you weigh?

remember its not what happens to you but what you do about it.

My thoughts exactly.