crazy emo psycho girlfriend tried to kill herself.

[thehatedone]

She's been being a real irritable emo bitch all day. She went on a ragefit where she threw things at me and tried to rip my freaking face off. I went for a walk to blow off steam, and then I came home to her crying, saying help me help me. She told me through tears that she had just tried to hang herself using a cord I had.

I really don't want her in my life anymore, but I don't want her dead either. I just want her to go away, never be my friend again, never call me ever again, but keep living, so she doesn't upset her mother and everyone else who cares about her, and so I don't get blamed. Besides, I really don't want her dead. I just want her to, at the very least, go ruin someone else's life instead of mine.

three years, and what was supposed to be a nice vacation ruined. Thanks a lot hypocrite.

[4.cerealz]

Originally Posted by thehatedone

She's been being a real irritable emo bitch all day. She went on a ragefit where she threw things at me and tried to rip my freaking face off. I went for a walk to blow off steam, and then I came home to her crying, saying help me help me. She told me through tears that she had just tried to hang herself using a cord I had.

I really don't want her in my life anymore, but I don't want her dead either. I just want her to go away, never be my friend again, never call me ever again, but keep living, so she doesn't upset her mother and everyone else who cares about her, and so I don't get blamed. Besides, I really don't want her dead. I just want her to, at the very least, go ruin someone else's life instead of mine.

three years, and what was supposed to be a nice vacation ruined. Thanks a lot hypocrite.

i'm going to take a wild guess here and assume that once upon a time you met this girl, thought she was cute, but she had some issues as far as emotional stability was concerned. you thought it cute at the time and something that maybe she would learn to grow out of. however, having received no direct consequences as a result of her behavior, she has not been given the fire under her ass to change, and you stayed in this relationship with an emo crybaby because the sex was decent and it would have taken a lot of undesirable work to leave. plus you were in "love" - well, we all in life see how transient love is. now you are stuck with this train wreck on your hands.

if she kills herself because mommy and daddy wouldn't buy her the red car instead of the blue car (or whatever the fuck inconsequential bullshit she's going on about - since you didn't mention it, i'm going to assume again and say that it's not logical, because most women are completely illogical), how is that your fault? it's not. what someone does or doesn't do has nothing to do with you. if hangs herself with a cord (really, this is obvious she's doing it for attention and not being serious), it's not your responsibility. you are only responsible for you. so get your ass out of there and stop being a whiny bitch worrying about her reaction - YOU HAVE NO CONTROL OVER HOW SHE REACTS.

the only person who traps you in a relationship is YOU.

furthermore, the next time she pulls this suicide gag (because i'm going to bet that it really is a gag to get you to do something for her), offer to help her. if she's so fucking serious that she wants to die, take her to the kitchen and start pulling out knives, pills, whatever you have on hand. put her in the garage, close the door, and hand her the keys. stepladder and rope - she should be used to that one. at this point, she will probably start freaking the fuck out. now that she's hiccup-crying, tell her that the next time she pulls this "i'm going to kill myself wahhhhh!" bullshit that you're just going to call the cops and they'll haul her away for psychiatric evaluation. ask her who the fuck is going to care that she's whining for attention in the psych ward - the girl next to her who just peed herself, or the schizophrenic in the corner who believes that the wall is plotting his demise.

[True Blue]

Originally Posted by 4.cerealz

i'm going to take a wild guess here and assume that once upon a time you met this girl, thought she was cute, but she had some issues as far as emotional stability was concerned. you thought it cute at the time and something that maybe she would learn to grow out of. however, having received no direct consequences as a result of her behavior, she has not been given the fire under her ass to change, and you stayed in this relationship with an emo crybaby because the sex was decent and it would have taken a lot of undesirable work to leave. plus you were in "love" - well, we all in life see how transient love is. now you are stuck with this train wreck on your hands.

Nice piece of writing this in response to one of the few credible cries for help. You did lose me in the latter half....sensed a lot of unresolved relationship anger.....anti-girl stuff.

[True Blue]

tho...before I can comment I need to know:-
what triggered the latest outburst?
who got physical first?
did you get physical?
were either of you taking drugs or drunk?

[4.cerealz]

Originally Posted by True Blue

Nice piece of writing this in response to one of the few credible cries for help. You did lose me in the latter half....sensed a lot of unresolved relationship anger.....anti-girl stuff.

would it surprise you to know that i'm a straight female?

[True Blue]

Originally Posted by 4.cerealz

would it surprise you to know that i'm a straight female?

yes it does! but the insight is very feminine, the sentiment I'll have to think a bit more about. Keep writing!