FML

[orly]

Tired of living this boring life, been trying to have as much fun as possible, but my best friend is a fucking bore to be with. And I have no one else but him, and some other "friends" that I just hang with but we don't really like each other. I think that my best friend is a fucking stupid dumbass. I wish that I knew someone more like me.
I'm a girl and I have no female friends, it sucks, because I'm going through being heartbroken about a fucking asshole. He's only been lying to me, that fucking piece of shit.
And guys (the guys I know at least) doesn't understand how it feels like to be rejected like you're a fucking dumb whore with no feelings. Can't talk to anyone about how I really feel. I've been trying to be positive the last weeks but it all turns to shit.
I'm in my room for so many hours a day I couldn't feel more distant from the world outside. When I meet people in bigger groups I get shy and I just feel rejected by everyone.
The only thing I care about now is either getting high on weed or getting drunk. I'm tired of judgemental assholes, I never judge anyone but I guess what goes around does not come around. Stupid. Maybe if I turned into an asshole (well maybe I am a little) life would be easier I just care too much about others. Ok I'm done ranting about my meaningless life.

[slim]

I thought this was Raki until I saw it was a girl