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I feel like we went through that weekend for nothing. It's like everything is almost back to the way it was before with you. You were on a really good note for about two weeks, and then most of it just...disappeared. You can't just go through life and not care about anything except me. I think you showed yourself the wrong way to my family, and I can't seem to get you past the fact that if you want to be with me, you need to accept my family and they need to be able to accept you. That's the biggest problem right now. Stop waking up every morning with the "Fuck You, World" attitude. It might be what you're comfortable with, what your used to. But things have changed, and I thought it was for the better. I know I've changed for you. And I'm not perfect. I'm human, and humans make mistakes, even you. Half the time I don't even call you out on it because I'm so sick of argueing. Sick of the procrastination. You say you're so sorry, that you'll do whatever it takes to change. Was it just to get me to come back because you know you can't survive without me? You wonder why I laugh in the middle of an arguement...I get your point, I do. I'm just done with the negativity. It's almost constant. If something doesn't go your way, or it's not done right away, it's like I'm no good to you. Some days it really feels like you don't want to get better. You just want to keep going like this and "survive". If you really, truly wanted it you'd have kept trying farther than those two weeks. I can't believe I let you , let us, fall back for just one night. Now we're back to square one. Where we always are. I let you do it and you milked it. I should have known better. I don't think you like my sister because she tells the truth and you hate that she's right. You don't want to hear it. You don't want to hear a lot of things. You think everyone's out to get you, that we're all here to criticize you, like your family did to you. Well, we're different. If you let us in, if you let someone help, it wouldn't be that way. You're always defensive. If I wanted to leave, I would have a long time ago.
What's there any point to this if I can't say it to your face?
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Originally Posted by Goonbag 
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