I fucking hate my life and all in it

[freesprt22]

fuck the world. fuck my neighbors god-damn blaring stereo; fuck my born-again freaking Christian sister who has blown me off for Jesus. Fuck the fact that I'm 45 and alone and too old to have kids and in a thankless job. Fuck my life. I want to die!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GOD DAMN IT!@@@@@!!!!!!!!!!!!

[sue lin]

May I practise my humble advise skills here; (Ive always liked to do dear thelma thingy)

45 years is not really that old to start a new life. There always a tendancy to stick to the familiar zone..no matter how discomforting it seems for fear of the unknown. And sometimes if luck dont just fall on you..you have to take charge. You could get into facebook or other internet sites for pals and maybe it might lead to a soulmate who knows. Be wary of some though. What do you like to do..hobbies etc...is there any of it that you may apply into a small business from home? What positive traits do you have..list that and see what could grow from there. Forget about the negatif traits for the time being , dont worry about it as it can be quite a challenge to change certain character or habits. Just do whatever you can and once you get some things going...you will probably get more upbeat on its own accord.

[fourftofury]

May I practise my humble advise skills here; (Ive always liked to do dear thelma thingy)

45 years is not really that old to start a new life. There always a tendancy to stick to the familiar zone..no matter how discomforting it seems for fear of the unknown. And sometimes if luck dont just fall on you..you have to take charge. You could get into facebook or other internet sites for pals and maybe it might lead to a soulmate who knows. Be wary of some though. What do you like to do..hobbies etc...is there any of it that you may apply into a small business from home? What positive traits do you have..list that and see what could grow from there. Forget about the negatif traits for the time being , dont worry about it as it can be quite a challenge to change certain character or habits. Just do whatever you can and once you get some things going...you will probably get more upbeat on its own accord.

Agreed. You still drive me bonkers Sue, but this was a good post.

[sue lin]

Thanx bulu bola. Bulu is furry .ball is bola. Now its meant in a cute smurfy way.

[slim]

Haha... *warm fuzzy*

Sue cinta Kim

[fourftofury]

Thanx bulu bola. Bulu is furry .ball is bola. Now its meant in a cute smurfy way.

Hmmmm..I don't remember the Smurfs being fuzzy. How'sa bout a teddy bear instead!?!?

[The mad hillbilly]

Hmmmm..I don't remember the Smurfs being fuzzy. How'sa bout a teddy bear instead!?!?

A fuzzy smurf, You know that gives me an image of something naughty.

[LedZap]

Yeah...hey baby , c'mon over here and let me smurph your fuzzy.

[fourftofury]

I don't have fuzz.

[Hard Justice Stan]

Good to see the OP is getting good advice.