YOU abused and neglected me

[notpremature]

This is for the benefit of the BIG FAT LIEING SCUMBAG that is supposed to be my eldest sister Helga warzecha alias Anna solti, and also the other BIG FAT LIEING SCUMBAG that is supposed to be my mother: Gansbuhler/Warzecha/Syma/Segel,
and why am I so fucking angry? because these 2 bastards have woven a web of secrets and lies around my existence, and no matter how much or how many times I beg and plead with them to tell me the truth about who I am and where I come from, and why they "mother and father" did what they did to me when I was a young child, and why was it necessary for Helga Warzecha to destroy mine and my childrens lives???
Why all the lies to the social services, why was it necassery for me to believe that I had been born premature at birth??? Why was it necassery for me to believe that I had my appendix removed at the age of 4, and what is this 7 inch scar really about??? They will never tell me the truth, they would rather have me arrested or sectioned which they have done on a number of occasions!!!
I want to know what peace of mind feels like, but untill I know the truth all I will have is total confusion, can anyone blame me for feelining so angry and for wanting to cause them and all who were involved in this shit a great deal of pain!!!!
They used, abused and neglected me, and now they live on the proceeds of my pain and Im supposed to just sit here and do nothing, I HATE YOU ALL YOU FUCKING SCUMBAGS
I want to KILL YOU ALL!!!
My anger spans the whole of my life, from when I was just a young and very confused child in care, I cant put a number on my anger, its just part of me now!!!

[LedZap]

You should just get away from them , and put the past behind. Work hard and strive to be successful because living good and enjoying life is the BEST REVENGE.

[notpremature]

thanks LEDZAP, Iv done that but it didnt work, only the truth will make any difference!!!

[LedZap]

Yeah , but you need to get away from them , don't have any contact with them.Things will get better for you away from them and they will be jealous of your better life.

[The mad hillbilly]

Nothing better to go and achieve, That will get up under their skin far worse
than any revenge tactic, Take Zap's advice and don't look back!

[AngryGoat]

I would like to hear Pau's opinion on this thread.

[AngryGoat]

Your 'sister' emailed me over this, who knows why...

This thread is libelous - she has a police warning against her doing exactly this sort of thing (Cleveland Police UK - last year October time I seem to remember - if necessary will find file and give exact date)- she is not allowed to approach me nor publish anyhting on the web - I have not seen her for almost 20 years and have no desire to so do. She will not believe anything that any one tells her, in age I am less then 3 years older, so therefor not able to know what went through my mothers mind when she proclaimed her premature - but surely as every one knows prematurity is often used as an excuse for a woman playing away from home. Our mother is dead she died on June 4th this year. Vera has been doing this sort of thing for the last 16 years, and she is winding herself up to do something that will make me start the whole police thing again - but this time I will not - I feel sorry for her because she really has a requirement for contained ongoing mental health care.

[jackmcdonald5]

Just for the record it's lying, not lieing.
Lieing isn't a word silly goose.

XxX

[notpremature]

In reply to helgas email to Angrygoat.
"how dare you presume to judge me, who the hell are you anyway, you lieing, cheating, nasty, old hag, you who hasnt even got the common-sence to do your own thinking, you who thinks she is something really special, you the queen of all snobs, get down you clown"!!!

[notpremature]

in reply to Jackmcdonald5, yes sorry about my spelling mistakes I do tend to forget how words are spelt when I am feeling so angry! thanks for pointing it out!