Why I come accross as twisted

[Pau Diaz]

I mentioned briefly in fourtofury thread why I have this tendency to come across as unhinged, but now I'll go into greater detail about the matter. You see where I came from, people were aggressive out of bitterness, ignorance, or lack of education. They didn't express their anger out of a natural inclination towards it, fuelled by belief or intelligence. I am the result of that. I act without finese at times, lashing out at things in a way that appears incomprehensible or insane, because I am influenced by partially witted people I've left behind, but lived with for 19 years of my life. I will of course do my best to correct the problem I have.

[The mad hillbilly]

Insanity is doing the same thing over and over expecting different results.

You getting any of this pau?

[Goonbag]

It's spelt 'finesse'.

So these people you grew up with, did they make 10 new threads a day full of fruitloop ranting as well? Or did you just pick that up on your own?

[Pau Diaz]

I don't know if they were on any forums. I did know someone who felt threatened by my higher education once. I expressed myself in ways he never could, so her was aggressive towards me. To name one way, this guy was phonetic, because in typing he couldn't communicate properly. Here's an example from one of his responses to my emails:

Paul i would appreciate if you stop telling me how to run the club it is very disrespectful telling the instructor what to do. You done very well on sturtday, Remember this was your first compertition. It will take time to develop your tecnic, you are only a red belt so don`t try and run before you walk. IF you want to do same more training come down to the order club on Friday and Sunday.

Sensei Troy
4th Dan

[The mad hillbilly]

It's spelt 'finesse'.

So these people you grew up with, did they make 10 new threads a day full of fruitloop ranting as well? Or did you just pick that up on your own?

You're beating a dead horse, We've all tried a zillion times he don't listen.