i've had nothing but problems since the beginning.
shes pretty much fucking useless. don't cook, don't wash dishes. occasionally do laundries and clean, but most of the goddamn time i end up doing it. shes a picky eater, don't eat leftovers. when things doesn't go her way, she uses me as some kind of anger tool. cusses, slaps, & kicks me.
she have this stupid childish obsession about my exes. as my exes DON'T TAKE ANY FUCKING PART in our lives. and she continues to bring them on every single fucking day. asking me this and that of what what i did with them. what places i took them out to eat.... etc. just think ways to pick a fight with me. when i explained exactly what happened, she likes to twist words against me. stating i'm such a horrible person for dating them..... again.... i do not contact any of my exes nor do i have the desire to. they are not IN ANY PART OF MY LIFE, yet the crazy psycho woman failed to realize that.
last night she finally did it, pushed my button pretty hard. she tries to find all my exes on social networking site.... kept asking what are their names and many other stupid references (such as the place they've worked). she got so fucking mad that says all i fucked before are all hoes/bitches. i replied back to her saying "what about all your exes?". she got more mad and asking me if i am calling her a slut/whore/bitch? which i never mean it. i was just trying to state the fact i do not like she calling me out like this and want to let her know how exactly a person would feel. noooo..... she just simply took the wrong way and insist on it.
SHE TOOK A SWEATER JACKET THAT MY MOM BROUGHT ME AND START CUTTING IT UP WITH A SCISSOR!!!!!!! i was soooooo fucking mad!!!!! however, i didn't say anything or do anything. because whatever i had left in my heart for her simply was all destroyed, without a trace.
i've had it with this woman! what a obnoxious little fuck!
she doesn't even work. i work to support two lives. i put the roof on top of us. i put the food on the goddamn table everyday. oh, and get this.... when we just go out to shopping, if i decided to tell her that i don't think she needs this particular piece of clothing. she gets upset and calling me out cheap, stating i buy things for my exes and not her.... that i don't love her as much as my exes. again.... does my exes living with us? the answer is "no".
i am really fed up with her childish mentality. when i tried to reason with her, she just tells me "that's just how the way i am. so what?" i'd say..... 99% of the time when we argued, it's about my exes. and 100% of those times that it's her that BOUGHT it up! it's her that wants to pick a fight with me. it's her that gets mad and in term gets me upset. and 100% of those times i am the one end up saying sorry. i cannot count how many times i've gone through this. it happens at least once a day, for the past two years.
i know she will never apologize to me about destroying the sweater jacket that my mom bought me as a gift. she won't! that's how stupid, and childish she is.
this is the worst woman i've ever met in my life!!! PERIOD!!!! for some personal reasons, i cannot divorce her yet. i have to wait another 3yrs.
i've lost a lot of friends because of her. most of my friends don't even like her. when comes to think about it..... she doesn't even have that many friends (go figure....). this is the biggest mistake of my life. i am not happy. everyday i am upset/mad. and i am not sure how much this had shorten my life. i am looking forward to the day i can be happy again.
i really don't have anyone to talk to (thanks to her that all my close friends are gone), but here (thanks!). i cannot wait till the day i can divorce her and be done with this sad part of my life!


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