Just look at how refined and well adjusted all of us 20-something Australians are. Don't you want to be like us?
You're like... My idols.
Fuck me. I had the greatest fucking dream ever, and then I woke up. It's moments like this where I wish I could just sleep forever. And then I have to stop myself from trying to do that, some people wouldn't be very happy if I just left.
Why the fuck can't my mind control what dreams is fucking gives me? That was awesome while it lasted, then I woke up and thought about how it could never happen.
I only have 1 real friend that I can text this to, any others would freak the fuck out. But for some reason I felt I could put this on the internet and it would still be a private conversation. Where's the logic there?
I'm not sure why, but I just started shaking for like 4 seconds. It was like a shiver, but a bit more. I dont even know why I felt like I needed to tell you that. You won't remember it in 6 hours, why do I bother? Why do I type this message? It might be the last thing I do, it might not. I could get hit by a car in the next 3 seconds. Or shot in the back of the head. Or put knife wounds all over my wrists.
I fucking hate me.
She fucking kissed me. In a dream.
Edit: Oh, and wasn't it fitting that when I hit the play button on my computer to play my music, it played the song "Forever the Failure"?
Last edited by Ebol4; 09-28-2009 at 01:08 AM.
My penis has nothing to do with this conversation
You know, you're actually right. Reading through my old emails with her, she's trying to get me to change everything about me. She wants me to wear brightly colored clothing, change my tastes in music... And more... It's sort of sad I didn't notice that before... Thanks.
Not that you probably care, but an update. I've stopped thinking about this girl, I've found another. She's atleast 5 times better in every way. She listens to rock (Heck yes.), Is hot (Heck yes.), Is nice (Heck yes.), and has a darker personality (Yay). Asking her for her number today... We'll see how that goes.
Hey wait. Where's Controversy's post? The top half of my post a couple up was responding to Controversy's post.
She's not black. I have her number, all is going quite well.
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